Willing to try anything
I'm new to this site and forums in general, but I'm willing to try and do anything to change my life. I've been an addict since I was 16 and I'm now in my early 30's. In the last three years my wife divorced me, I lost my freedom due to a DUI, I went to inpatient rehab, I lived in a recovery house, I almost lost the rights to be a father to my baby boy. Last night I relapsed, and today I signed up on here. I'm lonely, angry, depressed, scared, and just plain tired. I don't know why I use, and I know that I shouldn't because of what I could lose....but I still do it. I feel like I have 2 personalities when it comes to drugs and alcohol. That's all I got for now.
...I want to beat this, and I hope this site will help