Welcome Jorik!
There are a half dozen AA meetings every week in Willemsted. I found AA to be helpful in controlling my desire to drink, and it is helping me put my life back together now.
Look upon the tranquilizer as the lesser of two evils. It sounds like you are taking them sparingly, and with care you will not get addicted. I detoxed at an in-patient facility, and was prescribed this medicine.
Thanks for joining!