My father is the president of the company I work for, I don't report directly to him but maybe he will understand if I need to take time off.
That being said I have quit before for extended periods of time however it seems I have a subconscious part of me that doesn't want to quit, and a very strong AV.
At this point I am considering all options, I can see that if I continue I will end up a place far worse then I am right now.