I have almost 2 years. Not everything is great, and then sometimes I see the disease alive in someone else in or out of the rooms and i'm hit with gratitute.
I'll tell you this though, my worst day sober is better than my last days drinking. My spirituality goes up and down , up and down. As long as I keep it balances and not let it get too out of whack I'll be okay. I don't want to drink. I don't fear drinking, I fear not living the steps, that keeps me motivated. Also I never compare myself to anyone else. This is my own journey in life and it happened for a reason (I know that sounds cliche, but I'm lucky to be alive and healthy).