A friend of mine has met a new guy and is head over heels, its that obsessive and all consuming thing that takes over us! She was meant to go ski ing which was pre arranged with friends. She got on the plane.. then got off again.
I was thinking to myself that it worried me. The guy has a bit of a coke habbit and their relationship looked like a car crash about to happen...
Then I thought about my own relationship.... that I couldn't possibly go on a week's holiday without my ABF because the worry would be too much. My BF has been sober for 7 months, in aa- he's being a good boy! But the trust is not back, will it come back??
I manage my time off work and take him into consideration a great deal, he does not do well with time on his hands. Don't get me wrong I do make time for myself. I have a horse who is my sanity.
I want to support him, I'm proud of his progress.... but there's always a but isn't there!
Sometimes it feels like living a life with the handbrake on..
I love him dearly, but trust is such a huge thing. Does it return?