Thanks Truedark,
Great job on kicking the opiates...don't beat yourself up about being drunk, you are doing so well with your first day, there is a Feburary group that you can share your daily successes and battles on this page or you can post here.
The marriage thing, that's a big one and I am sure that it will be no surprise to you that once you get sober everything will become clearer.
I stayed in a relationship for far too long solely because I was drinking...it messed me up so much that I didn't trust my decisions and I had underlying pervasive fear....Strength and clarity came when I sobered up.
