This is a place for people who want to stop drinking. Some folks have come here in the past while still actively using, and they have posted cheerfully about the benefits of drinking. It's very rare, but it's happened. Those folks might not belong here - but from your posts, it sounds like you fit right in. The desire to quit is there, and we're here for support. I hope you find what you're looking for with SR - for what it's worth, I came here after I'd got sober in a treatment center and I was really struggling and barely hanging on. SR definitely helped keep my head above water.