Hey everyone. I am overwhelmed by the support. Thank you all for responding and for sharing your personal stories. It means so much.
Sometimes I'm afraid I will always wonder what happened to him.
Sometimes I'm afraid I will always be heartbroken over him/this.
He was supposed to have been sober for 6 months by now and moved with me to this new city but instead he relapsed shortly after leaving rehab (and it's been one big relapse ever since) He never saved any money to move and frankly I didn't want him to come like that...
Sometimes I wonder if he ever had any intention of moving with me.
I guess all I can do is take it a day at a time...much love and hugs to you all.