Hey letyougo, sorry for what brings you here but glad you got out of the dodge, it will get easier and better and happier for you.
Couple weeks ago I traded my old car in for a new one. Sitting in the old car for the very last time and "saying goodbye" I suddenly found myself so upset - I was so young when I bought that car, full of hope, it was a good car, lots of great trips.Unfortunately there was something wrong with the electronic, breaks failed twice, once on the highway. The car almost killed me, yet when sitting there I really pondered ditching the new car and driving away. Luckily I didn't. Love the new car, I'm not that young any more, but again, full of hopes and plans and dreams.