Dude, I was in your position at 27. I could go weeks but I always went back. I kept thinking I could change. Never happened. I finally said 11 days ago, I can't do this any longer. I am 52. I wasted so much time. I ruined so many relationships. I went to my first meeting, I went to another. I read the Big Book. It finally hit me, I'm an alcoholic and I cannot stop on my own. I need all the help I can get, so do many others. I cannot trust myself, I still feel sick. I have gone 30 days in the last year. Time doesn't matter. Somehow you will find a reason to have that first drink. Then you are back. It doesn't end. We are sick. I love how you drink beer, me too. I thought beer drinkers were not alcoholics. Oh yes we are. Take it seriously or keep drinking. I would do everything you can to stop. And never, never go back. The longer you wait the more painful the regrets.
J