Originally Posted by
m1k3 
Hammer, if I get your reference right where I'm at is just barely at the far side of the looking glass working up the courage to step back. I've been so long on the far side that it's hard to take that last step. Edit: The closest I can come to it was when I got out of the Marines. I looked forward to that day for so long and then I get home and I find out being home was scary. It's not that home had changed that much, I had.
Sure. You read it right.
Part of that "best way to over somebody is to get under somebody else."
Here is what I still suspect has you going -- You know the words in your head, It is your heart might not be taking deliver on the message.
3 years. Total Zombie.
Not coming back. Not the hill to die on.