So far I have cut all the ropes except for 1 little tiny rope. I think that one little tiny rope is the reason I haven't pulled the trigger on the divorce. I'm having a hard time with it because it feels to me that if I cut that rope I have to admit I wasn't able to save her.
This is what kept me sick for a long time, the whole saving thing, thinking surely he will see, I had to cut that rope. It was the rope of my own dis-ease.
I know for sure that I had to do it in my own time and in my own way.
I just hated the discomfort of the whole thing.