I started drinking last week and can't seem to stop. It's been hard stopping before, but this one is different. I'm really scared. I'm worried that this time, I won't stop until I end up in a hospital or worse. I tried getting into a detox center in the past, but my insurance, although good and will pay for it, wasn't accepted. They are very strict on what insurances they will accept and the one's they wont. Going to an ER doesn't make sense since I am still drinking. I am looking for suggestions and a lot of support. I want so bad to stop, but end up driving to a liquor store. I don't get it. It just doesn't make sense. Why can't I just stay home and not go to a liquor store? It's just crazy.
