Loosegrip, I am also at 12 days, and also wondering if I will ever fall in love again. I know what you mean about feeling at home you ex. It is hard to move on and remember the good as well as the bad. I think the best thing we can do is focus on ourselves, our sobriety, feel our feelings but don't act on them, and have faith that it will all work out as long as we keep doing the right thing.