Congratulations on 12 days!! I know what you mean about the melancholy feeling. When I was in my first month or so, after the initial excitement of being sober more than a few days in a row wore off, I got to that point as well. Then, I started to get back to who I used to be and started to feel happy, motivated and relaxed again. Emotions are all over the place as our body adjust to being free of poison.
This will be my 5th Valentine's Day single after ending two long-term relationships back to back. However, this is my first one sober and it has got me wondering some of the same things. All I know is I have to keep being myself and learning who that is and then the right person will come along. At least that's what we are supposed to tell ourselves, right.
