Im sober 12 days now. I have some unpleasant things behind me (had court due to drinking) and that was last
week. Things should be good now....but I feel melancholy. I wish I could cry, feel like it would help, but nothing to really cry about. I have many things to be grateful for. As always but even more so today on Valentines Day I wonder if I will fall in love again and this time with someone healthy. I miss the laughter and ease I felt with my x. I miss my friend. (My x is still drinking, cant hold a job b/c of it, legal troubles...all that). Still, I felt at home with him. Anyway, love to you all out in soberville.