I'm doing something different
I am finally doing something different. I think part of this disease convinces me that I don't need help but clearly I do. I am now part of a program and attend AA meetings. I feel the difference. Shockingly, all of our stories are very similar even though the circunstances are different.
Sobriety date 1/28/2014. I began this new path shortly after.
The first few days I told myself that this isn't for me I'm not coming back. Already I want to continue and can relate to each addict's story regardless of the drug of choice.
In summary, my way wasn't working, so I found help.