Yes and no.
I do know that it gets worse each time. That's for sure.
I remind myself when I'm having a crappy day in sobriety that even though recovery can be difficult sometimes (often) it really is so much better than being out there. When I'm in the middle of my crappy day, it's sometimes difficult to see it that way but it's the truth.
It's much easier (for me) to stay sober than to get sober. I don't ever want to go through it again .... and the most awesome thing is that I don't have to.