Originally Posted by
Skye2 
Well, you never have to go through this again if you don't want to
I don't want to. But this is such a big step and I don't know that I'm ready to take it, I have so much fun when I'm "fun". But when I'm awake. When I know what's happening to me, I'm not sure it's so fun. This may sound strange, but it just came into my head. I want to get off the ride, but the ride is going so fast and it's so much fun.