Thanks for all the input once again!
I'm feeling a lot better today oddly, but there were definitely a few stressful events that started to set me off. I guess my best bet is to try really hard to avoid those. Makes it tougher too when you have family that just says "why don't you just have 1 beer?" (eye roll)
Call me strange, but reading a lot last night about famous people who went sober did help a lot, including some role models. I'm frequently sucked into that image of drinking portrayed in ads, and it never helped. Every weekend night I walk back to my apartment, I see my neighbor with friends over having wine and that doesn't help - my mind starts to glorify it again. It's crazy how that works!