Congratulations on day 2. You are doing great. As you get more sober time things will sort themselves out. Take care of you right now. Eat right, drink lots of water, baby yourself a little. Cuddle up with a good book. You have the rest of your life to figure it all out, right now just work on getting and staying sober. One day at a time, we can do this. You are not alone, we have all felt this way. You can do nothing about the past. You have today, make it a good one.