Originally Posted by
IOAA2 
Hi. Probably you went back was that you wanted to drink more than you wanted to be sober. I found that each relapse was more difficult to recover from than the previous one. So being a genius, I listened to sober people and discovered that if I didn't have the first drink I wouldn't have to try to get sober AGAIN.
Having an IQ of over 150 it only took me 20 years to realise this too. I feel sorry for others of lesser intelligence who take 30 to 40 years.
