then what are you willing to do for YOU? this isn't so much about his addiction as it is your feelings on how things worked out. sure you hurt, ending are like that. but it was only a few months of your life.....try to keep that in perspective....heck I remember clearly the day my husband walked out with a laundry basket of clothes under his arm, while I held our infant daughter. it just wasn't meant to be. it was tough and it hurt like hell, since he left me for my "best friend"....AND we all worked together.
.but life goes on. I didn't have time to assign blame, nor did I worry if he would come back...that door was CLOSED. you wanna go? GO. and godspeed. I remember about 3 months later when he called....my daughter and I were living in my mom's basement...and he said, I think I made a mistake....and I said, maybe, but it's too late. door only goes one way.
but that is just me.