Originally Posted by
jazzfish 
Yep. I've wondered whether, just maybe, God's purpose for me is to be a hopeless drunk to serve as an example to others.
Nope God's has a much bigger purpose for your life! Your pain will be used to good use, but you have to take suggestions jazz! You can do this if u really want it and chase it like you chase the drink. God Bless! in my prayers always