yup same here half - I was thinking if I am on vacation...can I just go back to drinking like i did come home stop again...tricky tricky my AV is also crafty and one step ahead of me. I am not going on vacation...valentines might be harder but the Superbowl wasn't.
I like to hear the Beastie boy song in my head "shes crafty" my AV is part of me too, i created it to cope...of course its crafty...I have to embrace that part of myself too and maybe make LIGHT of it and stop making it such a demon. I am always attracted to doing things that are on the darker side...why would it be any different for my AV. Just trying to think in different ways to deal with the old habits.