Liss: stay strong. keep posting here. We all experience low times in our journey to sobriety. I have flatlined for about a week right now. After my first week of no alcohol I dipped really low. Couldn't work straight, communicate straight, just all over the place. It passes.
On day 37 here. Feel good, if not flat many times. Don't really feel tempted but I am starting to let the AV seep in a bit and talk to me about future vacations and summer BBQs, how it will be nice to have some beers sitting in the mountains on a nice evening. Just need to worry about today