Hi. I would guess that for all the alcoholics there are about the same number of people that have different views of their drinking at one time or another. The view I have of myself without using certain words is that I can not drink in safety. I remember that this disease is cunning, powerful and insidious. If I have a drink today, the first one, and don't have another one for a week or two my thinking would be "I'm OK now." I'm on the downward spiral with my alcoholism and I don't have another recovery.
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