Still feel crappy. My side still hurts which really is freaking me out. I'm super depressed. Last year we moved to a small town from a big city and I don't know anyone here and there's nothing to do. Especially today bc it's freezing cold. Been arguing with my husband all morning bc he takes it personal that I'm sad instead of just being understanding and comforting. I don't want to drink at all. Sleeping pills sound more appealing at the moment. I'd rather just sleep than be awake and miserable all the time. I don't have anyone I can call bc no one really knows that I have a problem much less that I've "quit drinking" and I'm not about to tell them. Judgement is the last thing I need to add to my **** list. And I can't talk to my husband bc he's clueless and gets offended and I'm starting to just resent him anyways. I don't know what to do. Sorry for being so negative. Just needed to vent I guess
