Reflection ... like you, my urges aren't strong enough that I'm worried about drinking immediately, but I can feel a process in motion that could end that way. I know that drinking in moderation isn't an option (got the t-shirt for that one), so that isn't in my head. I don't know. Still thinking this one through. Thanks for sharing. This is my only form of support, so all of you get to see all of the dirty laundry!