Had to skip work again today... Sleep through my alarm and when I realized I was going to be at least 30 minutes late to work, I threw on some clothes and rushed to purchase a coffee. Barely remember any of it.. didn't realize how awful my driving was but I heard a lot of honking...
I drove home and have a vague memory telling my supervisor I was going to have to call out again. I must of sounded nuts.
This morning was so weird that I ripped my house apart looking for booze to see if at some point in the night I bought alcohol. Unless I got better at hiding them there was no alcohol in the house except my brother's 12oz brown ale. I don't know what the h ell is wrong with me! I went to sleep just fine... I think..
I had a brownout this morning with no booze and my anxiety is through the roof. Got a doctor's appointment tomorrow and not sure what to do. Not sure if I should call out tomorrow or not?