so backing out is not an option.
Iffy I really wish more people would realise it is an option.
It really is OK to say no.
I see so many people biting off more they can chew in their first week.
I did the same thing, because I didn't want to change my life.
Trouble was my life was full of these kinds of situations.
Eventually, I looked at it this way - I had to: there's a party on one hand, and your recovery on the other - which is more important?
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