Thank you for the encouragement. I really need to do it this time. A friend of mine almost died last week and the Dr. told him if he did not quit drinking, he would die. I never want to get to that point. My husband is a bit of an enabler because I am a "fun drunk". So, I really need this forum for support. I've gotten past 5pm today, which is my trigger, so I am feeling better about today. I hope I have the strength tomorrow.