trying again
I thought I could control it and I thought I could do it on my own. I can't. I'm tired of the hang overs, I'm tired of the shame, I'm just so tired. I have to do this for my health and my family. I don't want my young son to see me like this ever again. My husband had to get him ready and take him to school today while I was sleeping it off. I just want to cry! Why can't I stop? Day 1 begins again. Some encouraging words would really help right now.