First day off Xanax
I've been taking Xanax daily for a few years. More than prescribed. Doctor shopping. The whole 9 yards.
I've been gradually tapering off and had a discussion with my shrink about it. I didn't tell her exactly how much I was taking, I have to admit.
I was prescribed it for panic attacks, along with beta blockers.
Today is the first day in my memory that I do not have any drugs or alcohol in my system that are not medically prescribed and taken as prescribed. I am not over-using anything, or self medicating. Although I probably did eat too much chocolate...
I am nervous and worried I will feel bad.