This weekend i'm off with my partner for a short break to a luxury hotel . 3 years ago i'd have been drunk by 7 pm on a friday and not sober till monday and most of my weekend spent in bed or on the sofa in one room .
I didn't have a partner ( not one who cared for me anyhow) .
I wouldn't have had the money for the trip (even though my job hasn't changed) .
I'm also planning a trip to Portugal sometime soon .
I might not be "living it large" or being "mad" but to be honest what i'm doing now seems far more pleasant ..
If you want a "mad" high go do a parachute jump and get sponsored doing it , or absail down a cliff .. if the adrenalin rush is what your missing .
Sounds like your doing great to me ,
Bestwishes, m