Originally Posted by
2012Starlight 
It was my decision at the time, the one that felt right.
I wish you the best of luck if you want to get sober!
Did it feel right out of genuine motivations or was it a way to avoid quitting using? Be honest with yourself. No need to spill personal things you don't want to share here, but at least be honest with yourself.
And maybe it did feel right but it was a mistake after all. It happens to all of us. "God, I should have done that!". But there's always a new opportunity.
Thank you for the encouragement! I just figured, I know well enough what it's like to be drunk and it's not a good thing. So no need to continue it.