Don't beat the hell out of yourself, I did and the results weren't pretty! I swore to myself I was done on aug 1st 2011 sitting in a jail cell with a dwi charge, not my first! About $15000 later the nightmare isn't over yet , my laterest greatest lawyer couldn't make my sentencing on monday put off again till Feb 10th . Lots of indecision and anxiety, but i'm not drinking so i'm good! You go to bed sober and think good thoughts and forget that silly beer!