I could swear you were writing my story. I funneled my daily doses of vodka into empty shampoo travel bottles and hid them in my bathroom. I have kids so the only time I could sneak away and not get caught was to lock myself in the bathroom. I only had 3 stores around me that sell hard liquor, so the alternating was still embarrassing. Won't miss trying to remember which store I had hit on which day, who worked certain shifts so I could avoid them, etc. Only on my second day of quitting, but already feel so much better not having to live a separate life. It was almost a full time job! Good luck to you on your path, I've been assured its worth it