Mizzy ,
I know you do a lot and also deal with the pain problem . You are a super - woman
I also wonder if what i'm doing is for the best .. At least we are taking the leap of faith . I do it every morning when i wake up and know that sobriety is for me today
With sobriety i have the chance to live fully today .
We can only do our best , my over achiever perfectionist drunk sometimes needs a push down , Not saying thats how it is for you , just me
and life tends to put lessons in my path … i try not to learn them the hard way but am only human …
Keep on
Bestwishes, m