Originally Posted by
StevenT 
I understand. Don't give up.. And I am serious about grabbing ahold of the guy that has tons of time that you don't like. That's the guy that isn't going to disappear on you, and will probably recognize exactly what it is that you need to stay sober.
Actually Steven has a good point. A sponsor is there to tell you the things you don't want to hear. A lot of times it ends up being the person you would least expect!
It is hard to find a good sponsor and sometimes you will go thru a few before you find one you can click with. Keep trying and don't give up. Never let anyone ever make you feel that you aren't worth it. We can only be unworthy if we think we are. We have to take some responsibility for that as people can only make us feel that way if we let them. Don't let them.