Sobercatholic, No I was in full recovery with the sponsors who disappeared. I was not drinking, calling them everyday and doing homework as asked. One never called me back after talking to her a couple times on the phone, I left many messages and never heard from her again. The second one went to go visit family and told me to keep in contact everyday. I did and left many messages and never heard back. the recent one told me to call on the dot at six everynight and she would be waiting and she didn't like messages. I've never heard back. None of these is when I went back out and drank. I stayed on my own for a while and then drank.