Can't keep a sponsor, whats wrong with me!
Once again I was not able to stay sober and have been off in la la land for the last four months. I have seriously tried the sponsor thing many times. I had two that I stopped seeing because I went out and drank but I had three who just disappeared on me! And early on in meeting with them, like maybe met one or twice and then I never hear from them again and it just happened again!! I'm so confused and my trust is out the window. I want to stay sober soooooo bad but feel I must not be worth it. I'm so hurt and angry! I prayed so hard to get one and got one and now she has not returned my call.........