Originally Posted by
needtostopthis 
I was so ashamed and admitted to my husband I kissed a guy and he was upset of course but sadly he is used to my behavior at this point and I feel he doesn't even care anymore.
I usually don't say this straight out
because it's hard to know if another is alcoholic
but
please stop drinking
things don't look good in the direction you are heading
I went down that road for many years
the suffering get's worse
Mountainman