Oh Mama- Thank God you found SR- This group can be a lifeline for support. I am so sorry for what you've been through. I certainly hope you get permanent custody. With the girls having addiction from both parents and 1 set of grandparents, they will need a loving, stable home.
How are you doing with all this? What's it like being back in the diaper/toddler stage again? How are you coping financially since your "early retirement"?