Originally Posted by
needtostopthis 
I don't think its fair to assume that I was more concerned with broken glass and kissing another guy than my driving drunk. I am beyond filled with guilt about my drinking and driving. I know I may not have wrote how about stupid it was to drink and drive but I know it was. I really don't need to be told that I am not concerned about these things, I am.
Listen - I am not trying to beat you up. You cannot change the past and your lucky. Use the guilt and shame you feel and channel it into resolve to create a better life for yourself and you child. You can break this awful cycle. If you raise your child in an active alcoholic environment he too will likely be afflicted with this disease and no I do not believe this is genetic meaning, we as parents bear that responsibility. You sound young and have so much ahead of you and your family, create a better life. AA has done wonders for so many people and can help, particularly with what you need early on too.
I wish you the best and am always here if you ever have any questions.