Originally Posted by
Turninganewleaf 
need, you have not ruined your life. However, if you keep driving to the bar and driving home drunk you just may ruin your life.
Yes I agree. I should know better then to do this too, because my husband actually crashed his truck and got a DUI when we were still dating. Did it teach me anything? I guess not. I used to always walk to the bar. The thing is I used to not drink THIS much either. I have no rational when I drink these days. I get something in my head and I the booze just tells me to do it. I hate it so much.