(((((((Cynderino)))))))). It has to be so tough for you right now. But of course, as you know, drinking over it will only make you feel worse.
Bilr, I now see that I was a problem drinker for quite some time, but I honestly never realized the degree of a problem I had until I quit and started educating myself about alcoholism. I think there are tons of people like the former me out there, not realizing how bad their alcohol problem really is until something is a wake-up call for them. Very few people encourage other people
not to drink, even the people who should be encouraged to get sober. I sometimes wish people would have called me out on my issues with drinking alcohol. Not that it is their responsibility, but overall I do hope society changes its general perceptions of alcohol drinking. I hope it becomes less of a mainstream thing.