I am so full of freakin fear and guilt that I don't know if I can go forward. I hate this place where I'm standing and yet I can't move. I honestly don't think I'm heading anywhere but to a relapse. I'm losing hope for that better life that I've waited for. I feel like giving up. I can only do 1 minute at a time right now. I'M SCARED!!!!! I don't want to take any more chances with things.
I FEEL SO ALONE RIGHT NOW!!!!! I don't have many friends and hardly any family..........I'm all alone in the world.....WHERE CAN I GO???????? My broken heart has no use. I'm falling apart at the seams............. I don't like this feeling.
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