Originally Posted by
2bhappier 
I ran my errands and did not get alcohol but I got angry that I am an alcoholic and cannot drink. Why can't I just be a normie? Sorry but it really pisses me off right now.
You know as we all do, that you will only ever be truly happy if you are sober.
You make a choice to refuse to drink, this is what makes you normal, the ability to be able to make a rational choice and not be a slave to an addiction.
You make a real choice, when you choose not to drink. Were not messing about here, all these people on this forum and in AA meetings dont come here for the good of their health (so to speak), they come here because they have been down every single road and every experience alcohol has to offer them and they choose now to turn it down and pull up a seat next to you and call you Brother/Sister.
The battle for alcohol is in the mind, it is a slippery enemy with a major weak point in its attack on you. It requires your consent and your arm to drink, without that its powerless.
Hold the line, were right here with you, all the way.