I have a mood disorder. when I am depressed I can sleep for days. Really. Its bad. Not sure what is going on with you but I stopped four days ago and I can't exactly say I am a happy camper right now. I gave up one of my best friends really and Im thinking about or craving it most of my days now. Plus getting my life back together after all the problems Ive made for myself isn't going to be a picnic. I try not to beat myself up when I find myself getting down. I try not to project or think too much and just keep doing what I need to. Not pick up that first hit or drink. Things do get better I hear. I've seen it. I've seen people get clean and their lives got better than they or anyone ever imagined. They seem like Miracles to me.
Hang in and keep on keeping on.